being single giving you some privilage... to see everyone, to know everything, to explore more, to be naughty, to be free.
it should be fun...
...but when you reach (almost) 30, fun is not enough any more.
i'm not trying to say that i'm not happy. i do and i mean it. What i feel is a paradox. In one side i feel oke but at the other side i feel... incomplete. everything suddenly happen and, truly, it make my life shaking, become unsteady.
my journey are a book fills with melodramatic situation and many stupidity. i always smile when i read that book but inside i feel hurt. many chapters skinning my mistakes and immature actions. luckily, i found that it was a step that i should take to have proper wisdom.
to the past, thank you, you make me stronger.
it should be fun...
...but when you reach (almost) 30, fun is not enough any more.
i'm not trying to say that i'm not happy. i do and i mean it. What i feel is a paradox. In one side i feel oke but at the other side i feel... incomplete. everything suddenly happen and, truly, it make my life shaking, become unsteady.
my journey are a book fills with melodramatic situation and many stupidity. i always smile when i read that book but inside i feel hurt. many chapters skinning my mistakes and immature actions. luckily, i found that it was a step that i should take to have proper wisdom.
to the past, thank you, you make me stronger.
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