meraih mimpi (jrocks)

very inspiring and give my dead mind some refreshment...
U know, in this situation, find our motivation and spirit back is very important
a good song is a good beginning...
cant wait to have it on my ipod

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mari berlari meraih mimpi
menggapai langit yang tinggi
jalani hari dengan berani
tegaskan suara hati

kuatkan diri dan janganlah kau ragu
tak kan ada yang hentikan langkahmu

ya..ya..kita kan terus berlari
ya..ya..tak kan berhenti di sini
ya..ya..larilah meraih mimpi
ya..ya..hingga nafas tlah berhenti

ku akan bertahan
hadapi rintangan
perlahan-lahan dan menang
jalani hari dengan berani
tegaskan suara hati

resolution 2010

i never feel this blog as public media because no one read this blog except me... and sometime echi, so i decide to explore it as a journal, to reminds me about what i experience. this time, let take a while to see these photos:

(my desk when i was mt at domestic sales section)

(my desk when i was mt at dealer development section)

(my desk today)

can you see the difference? not too much? that's it.

since a year ago, i feel that my life is stuck somewhere... i do happy, i experienced many things that very wonderful but somehow i feel that i'm not progressive enough to reach my dream. before contamined with this office politics and busy schedule, i was... hmm... more than today.

so this is my 2010 resolution.

1. live healthy
basically it needs 4 things: sport regularly, eat responsibly, kick out the unnecessary stress and keep our heart peaceful. At least, sport twice a week. I plan to do iftness again and play basket or golf regularly... Eat responsibly is more challenging, hehehe...

2. saving
3. start a business

(to be continued)

thanks bro

Karena suatu hal, saya memutuskan untuk langsung pergi ke Bandung malam itu. pesawat dari Semarang delay 15 menit, terbang dalam cuaca tidak bersahabat dan macet di semanggi membuat saya sampai di kartika chandra pukul 19.50, sepuluh menit setelah mobil ke bandung berangkat. travel lain tidak ada yang punya keberangkatan ke bandung pada malam minggu, itu di luar trend kaum comutter yang biasanya keluar dari jakarta pada kamis dan jumat, aaaargh... dan setelah menarik nafas panjang saya putuskan untuk menunggu keberangkatan selanjutnya, 21.45 (jrek nong...)

Malam itu saya baru sampai dari semarang, tidak terlalu letih sih tapi ngantuknya itu bukan main. Agenda di semarang bener-bener padat, malem ajah masih meeting... tapi saya belum mau makan, antara males bergerak dengan sudah keganjel sama snack dari Garuda. Estimasi sampai di Bdg jam 12 malam jadi saya telp adik, ngasih tau kalo kakaknya jadi pulang... eh dia malah bersedia jemput, pake motor pula.

Ternyata estimasinya gak meleset, 00.01 sampai di Oncom Raos dan beberapa menit kemudian si adik jemput pake Mijojojo-nya Nissa. Bandung dingin bgt karena baru saja diguyur hujan, jaket saya terasa gak berarti... karena pengen buru-buru pulang ke rumah yang lagi kosong (karena ortu lagi di Tuban) kami beli nasgor deket rumah... baru bisa tidur jam 2 lewat...

Siangnya, bandung kembali hujan tapi kata mundur seperti mengkhianati tujuan saya datang ke bandung. Dianter si adik ke depan kompleks, menerobos hujan, naek angkot, kena macet dikit di IP dan kebun binatang... saya sampe di kampus dengan perasaan takjub, dia belum berubah. Kampus ini masih penuh kharisma... tampak angkuh di beberapa bagiannya tapi saya selalu mencintainya.

Setelah mampir di TVST bertemu qboy (yang laen lagi gak ada... hiks...) saya bergegas menuntaskan misi dengan penuh semangat. Waktu itu hujan sudah berhenti, kampus terasa syahdu dan puluhan orang tampak sudah lalu lalang di mana-mana, padahal itu hari Minggu.

Sayang sekali, tujuan saya tidak tercapai... Dengan lesu saya loncat ke angkot, bergegas kembali ke Kopo karena 2 jam lagi sudah janjian dengan si pong2 untuk kembali ke JKT. 90 menit yang hening... dan begitu sampai rumah saya baru sadar kalo ternyata perut saya belum diisi, hahahaha... parah amat yah sampe lupa makan. Kebetulan sebelah rumah ada tukang bakso yang uenaaak banget, terselamatkanlah jadwal dan perut saya...

setelah maghrib saya merenung sejenak, si adik kebetulan ngeliat jadi tanya... aah kebetulan, sekalian ajah saya mintai tolong buat bantuin ngurusin uncomplished mission :)

Saat itu, dalam hati, saya mengucap hamdalah...

thanks yah bro.

i'm a nasionalist. mostly, when something bad happens i look for positive side. it make me amused and also avoid me from unnecessary sadness... but yesterday, my heart was hurt and i became "not me".

yesterday, benny dolo's team faced Oman to keep the chance for asian cup appearence alive. actually there was only a small oportunity but it still worthed to fighting for. moreover, indonesia played in front of fourty thousand supporters whom came with great spirit to watch their beloved team, their beloved country... and I with my friends sit at VVIP seat with the same spirit.

and what we saw was dreadfully jokes! after a consolation goal from boaz, BP cs play like have no spirit. loosing ball easily, running everywheres without purpose and keep trying to crossing ball despite the towering oman's defender winning every chance... i keep watching the games just to satisfied my ego which said that the war is not over yet, bah...

at the end, when the referee ready to blow the whistle, a supporter came to the field... he crossed the field, dribbling the ball and try to score to Oman's goal. At that time i do realy wish that he success... but he failed and some late responsed police acted like a hero, henry mulyadi caught.

again, our national team failed... and this time my pride as a nationalist hurt.

just realize (again)

The most important of being a family member is supporting each other. Mine always try to do it. My mother is very supportive. She always try to use "agamis" approach. My father prefer a more logical one. My brother use another way but he try do the best. Echi... her smile only can make everything healed... and that combo makes me think that i'm not alone. stronger...





Actually, i read a book which make me realize that to become very successfull person, an outlier, we need more than genius brain, hard work and tremendous skill. we need opportunities. we need supports... so now, i just need to catch my opportunity.

thanks all... happy iedul fitri 1430 H.

Thanks, but no, thanks

Are U dare to say NO?

kalau sama hal-hal yang gak kita sukai sih gampang, apalagi yang sudah jelas-jelas merugikan kita...
Bagaimana dengan hal-hal yang enak, halal namun tidak boleh kita nikmati?

hmmm... mungkin pertanyaan selanjutnya adalah, emang ada yang kek begitu?

hihihi, tulisan ini sengaja diawali dengan banyak pertanyaan, karena kurang lebih menggambarkan suasana hati penulisnya (ceileeeh...)

enak, halal tapi gak boleh dinikmati... buat gw saat ini: ada

i'll make an analogy, an extreme one.
if a beer company asked U to join with double (or triple) salary and ur values doesn't allow U to drink alcohol, what would U do?

If U take it, U will betray ur heart voices, U cant enjoy ur job and at the end U'll find urself unhappy... what do U expect from that kind of job?

Unfortunately, ur current job doesnt give U highest complacency...
U think it's not ur dream job and the environment is not supportive enough...

My friends said, it's all about courage. I said, it's all about values.
Changing anything has many reasons but if i do it, it must be not only for a better salay.

Sorry pren, that was a good offering but i have to decline that one... yeeeehaaaa :)

worry

Sometime i think i worry too much. mostly about the people i loved. I know it looks normal but in many occasion, this worry lead me to useless, time consuming and unconstructive behavior. My hart beats faster and i loose my focus. Unfortunately, i often do mistake when i loose my focus.

My mom fully understand it. She almost never tell me any bad news except urgent things which involved my family members. It very helpful but also dilemmatic. The way she managed that info makes me not uptodate enough and feels too behind. It makes me not supportive enough for my beloved ones. hmmm...

Since living at Jakarta, a litle far from my family and my lovely echi, i learn to control it. Not 100% successful yet but it shows some good progress. Bad news always come and i still worry too much... but i trying hard to keep focus.